9 dpo lines darker than yesterday 🙏🏽

Nadine • Ttc since tubal reversal August 2016

I’m so scared to miscarry again. I’ve had 2 miscarriages in 2 years. The last one was last month. I’m 9 dpo today. I got my first faint positive last night. I know I should’ve waited 2 more days for hcg to double and test but I’m so scared. I haven’t even told hubby yet. I’m having mixed feelings. I wanna be happy but I’m so scared to miscarry. I had insomnia again last night. All I want is my rainbow 🌈 baby