Resent my partner

I’m ready for kids but my partner isn’t. I would never force him to have a child with me or give him an ultimatum, but it’s almost like I resent him for not giving me children?

(He wants kids but wants to wait another 5 years)

* I know 5 years isn’t that long, but when you want a baby so desperately those 5 years feel like a lifetime *

It sounds so stupid, so I try and let it go but it still hurts me, especially seeing my friends and family members falling pregnant.

Has anyone else felt this way about their partner? How do I let it go? 😞