I’ve been with my boyfriend for 2 years and some change. It was perfect until we moved in together six months ago and now it’s went to shit. I found out he cheated on me and the girl ended up getting pregnant and there’s a possibility the child is his. We work through that i forgive him, and then i end up finding out i was five weeks pregnant and he asked me to abort my child. I’ve been really depressed lately as it is, but now i’m broken and confused. I don’t feel the love he has for me anymore, i don’t even feel the connection anymore. We use to be floating on water, now it’s like oil and fire if we are in the same room, as heart broken as i am is it selfish to leave him to find happiness for myself even though i still love him? I’m confused and i have no idea what to do!