Bad Haircut 😭😩

So.. today I went in this morning for some highlights & a haircut. I goto the same girl every time , have been for awhile now. I’ve had some pretty bad experiences with haircuts so I’ve never tried anything new. Today I decided I would like to take more than 2in off. Keep in mind my hair is down to my butt, it’s been long for years, I’ve been wanting to cut it a little bit but for the same thing that happened today, is the reason why I haven’t.

I decide I want to get around 4-5in off, not a huge difference but work my way up to where I want to be.

I have really bad anxiety about my hair , always have and probably always will because I seem to attract bad experiences!!!!

So, she cuts 3in off to start which is fine, just so she didn’t have to color it since I was going to be taking that much off anyways . she colors my hair, washes it , everything’s going good, then she asks me how much I’d like off my hair , I show her about even with my boob & she starts cutting.

I’m so upset with how it turned out, not that it looks bad at all, just that I don’t feel comfortable with my hair this short, I don’t like it at all

Does ANYONE have any tips and tricks to grow your hair fast. My hair grows decently fast as it is, I’ve bought some coconut oil to help it , does anyone have any recommendations ? I’m so embarrassed.