Typical the way the cookie crumbles. Or you always want what you cant have. Im a mother of 3 I had all my children at a young age. My youngest is 6. Now that Im in my 30s and my new husband and I want to have a baby together. I feel as though it is not happening as easy as before. Its super frustrating. Im finally where I want to be in my life things are perfect and this would make everything complete. Its the last piece of the puzzle and its not happening. I take a test just to get disappointed. I feel like if i do take a test I just end up jinxing myself. I try to tell myself my time will come but thats easier said then done. I know im not the only one who goes through this but I feel sp alone.