Don’t give up!

When I was 9 I got my first period according to the doctors it wasn’t normal including the way I bled. Well when I was about 13 my bleeding was completely out of control and was becoming sick from bleeding so much and for so long and I was in so much pain so we went to the obgyn they said I had pcos after looking and doing test. They then told me the pain I was having was my first cyst rupture. They put me on birthcontrol from that day forward. Flash forward to August of this year and I went to the doctor again for my periods being irregular and having terrible pain when ever I did get the period they said I now had endometriosis as well. They tried a different birthcontrol but I told them my husband and I want to start having kids with in the next three months so what could I do to help. They said well you can stay off of birthcontrol or use a ring. So I said I’ll take the ring just Incase we want to wait longer. I then asked how hard would it be to get pregnant. Now I had a miscarriage last October. It was heartbreaking and that’s why we decided to try this year. The doctor told me I’ll have about 5-10% chance to get pregnant due to my body not ovulating. I talked to my husband and we decided no birth control just let my body try to do its thing and what happens happens. Well I had taken ovulation test and it would always come back negative and I would get so sad month after month no period and then I started to ovulate but unfortunately a friend came. Well I finally just said forget it after that month and decided to just come to terms that my body was my body and that I will just have my beautiful bonus babies and be a god mother and just be thankful for what I have. I gave it all to god and then lately my body was feeling weird I was producing milk was feeling sick and just not okay. I went to the doctors and everything came back negative. Well I finally decided let me test at home. And I got the faintest line. So I kept testing and testing and I got my positives. I’m sorry if it was long and didn’t make sense I just wanted to share. Baby dust to you guys.