Feeling discouraged 😩😩😭

5 days late according to glow AF was supposed to be here the 21st no sign of her none of the usually debilitating cramps or constipation and I still haven’t got my BFP at this point I’m wondering what the hell is going on with my body 😩 I had a miscarriage in may my period where regular before and since may they have been extremely regular but less days I was a 5-7 day now I’m 3-5 days I didnt get my BFP with my angel baby till 15 days after my expected period I don’t wanna wait that long again 😩😭 I guess I should just be happy I’m not spotting like I was with my angel baby I guess I should take that as a good sign but I just can’t stop wondering whats going on this is horrible 😡 my opks have been almost positive in the morning and positive in the evening for 3 days now and I’ve had two vvvfl on hpt with FMU the past two morning 😩😩😩😩 I hate this where are you AF or BFP ??? Have any of you ladies gone through the same thing or have any very late positives that were viable and going crazy here and need some reassurance 😞

Probably should add my symptoms in even though I’m trying not to symptom spot cause symptoms don’t really mean anything but since 2 days late I’ve been having waves of nausea and slight very light cramps that come all of a sudden then go away and I’ve had an on and off migraine on my left temple and some lower back pain that’s similar to the cramps I’ve also been very gassy and I had diarrhea this morning 🤢😑 my cm has also increased a lot and had been very watery and creamy since a few days before AF was even due.