So I have been having a really shitty past few months. I am 20 yrs old and my SO is 48. We started trying for a baby last year in June when I got my nexplanon removed. I got pregnant in Aug. miscarried in Nov. then didn’t have a period for a while got pregnant didn’t know. Had miscarriage again then ended up pregnant for the third time made it 17 wks and lost it. I was super excited when I first got pregnant the first time and told my SOs son and girlfriend well, due to the multiple losses I kinda lost track of things. When I went through the most recent one it was the hardest because of how far along I was. Now let me give you a lol back story. I have always wanted children of my own. Most people want to be doctors I wanted to be a mom. When I lost my son I had a serious break down so my husband told our family and friends that we weren’t going to talk about what happened until I was stable enough to do so. Unfortunately my husband forgot to mention this to my daughter in law so when my husband and his son ran to the store she brought it up. I told her nicely that because of the difficult time I was having I told everybody I didn’t want to talk about my son. That right after my loss my sil showed her ass wanting to take back her baby gift. I had a break down I sought out the help of a therapist. Well anyway fast forward a week. We were supposed to go over to our sons place but didn’t due to I wasn’t feeling well. My daughter in law thought that I was mad at her. Then tells my step son that she thinks I am lying and stuff about my pregnancy. From the outside looking in it might look suspicious but it’s not what she thinks. I even tried to talk to my stepson about it & it didn’t help. Instead she is starting to spout out nonsense. I feel like my stepsons biggest mistake was telling his father about his and his wife’s private conversations. That she was venting to him and it was to never be brought out in the open. Because the way he explained it to me was she wanted more info but because I told her I didn’t want to talk about it. She respected that so talked to my stepson in private. Maybe I am just trying to see the good in her. Maybe it’s not what I thought. I just feel so judged right now and there’s just so much I want to say but can’t