Help!!!

Ive been with my guy 4 years and we have a 2 year old I’m so over his Xbox and not maying attention to me or his son it’s alotof stuff he’s done and like I miss the butterfly feeling I got with him before when ( I was his side hoe I was a freshmen he was a senior he had a gf) and I miss a guy like that Idk what to do... me and my son need him financially but that’s not a reason to stay but I don’t have a high school degree or a job cuz he doesntwant me to work... what should I do?