I’ve been sexually assaulted. By my piece of shit ex., I was really drunk and he kept touching me and I told him no but he kept going and I was terrified. Another time he FORCED me to give him head when I was literally tearing up. Another time, he was going down on me and I heard his parents upstairs make a joke and so I laughed and he slapped me across the face. Another time he held me down on the ground and wouldn’t let me up even when I was begging him. The another time I wouldn’t do what he said so he scratched my back. To the point where it was bleeding. I’m only 18 and it is crazy how I’ve already gone through this and before I felt ashamed and didn’t want to say anything and If I did it was on anon. For awhile I didn’t even feel like a victim until literally right now. I feel sad and disgusting even though this was months ago. It just sucks so bad it really does and my heart it broken.