I'm broken :( theres the truth!

I miss your crazy ass stupid texts about nothing. I miss your stupid jokes that made no sense. I miss the fun times we had. 2 months of complete silence like our friendship never existed. 4 months since you put your nasty cherries from your banana milkshake into my oreo milkshake and laughed when I said it tasted nasty. 4 months since I have seen your smile. I can only hope that your life is much better without me in it. No matter what you were "our" babys dad even if our baby didn't make it. You will always have a piece of my heart. I need to let you go. I'm holding on to your lies and the fake friendship that we had. (At least your side was fake) Goodbye. As the tears flood my eyes and stream down my face I say goodbye.