i’m a 22 year old, who’s been dealing with depression since i was 16-17 and anxiety since 20 . I’m to the point of where I had depended on my partners or people in my life to make me happy and when they didn’t I would feel unwanted or not good enough. I was with my most recent partner for almost two years and I even went through my attacks with him but we got pregnant in Feb 2018 and he had me thinking we’d have a family and spend our lives together but in August I found out he’s cheated over 5 times since we been together and each time with a different girl more than once and I was 8 months pregnant.. you can just imagine how my emotions and thoughts had just went so dark about everything.. I have no trust for him, I hate looking at him, he wanted the baby so bad and he’s going to be in her life but I can’t have a future with him .. I left him and cried while driving thinking how i didn’t want to be here anymore but in the middle of my episode I remembered that she was in there so I couldn’t do anything or even continue to have those thoughts but i’m hurting sooo bad and i know she’s here to heal me and to give me the unconditional love that i need and also get me to stop worrying about if her father will ever be good to me or worry about what he’s doing all the time so i’m anxiously waiting for her arrival in 32 days 😔😔😔