Toxic relationship?

I just ended a relationship of 2 years. He moved down to college and cheated on me within a month of being there. I don’t even know why I’m sad and it’s like I’m missing him. He told me what I could and couldn’t wear because he “didn’t want anybody looking at me.” He told me I couldn’t get the tattoos I want or he’d breakup with me. I wasn’t allowed to go to any type of party or hang out with friends because he guilted me and didn’t trust me. I always had to let him know what I was doing and where I was at or else he’d blow up my phone and text family and friends. The list goes on. But yet HE cheated on ME. I gave him so much freedom that I wasn’t allowed to have.