Don’t know what to do :(

Keep my free state insurance and try something that’s that’s not exactly <a href="https://glowing.com/glow-fertility-program">IUI</a> and maybe won’t work or get good insurance through my work that the fertility doctor covers but more money will be taken out of my check . My boyfriend has a good job and insurance but I can’t get on his cause we’re not married . Either way I feel like I lose :( comments and advice please thank you