I feel so selfish ๐Ÿ’”

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I feel so selfish. I am so gutted at getting a negative test. Its only my first time TTC and there are people on here that have been trying for years! No matter how many times I tell myself that itโ€™s only my first month trying, it doesnโ€™t help. I canโ€™t stop crying. Anyone in the same boat? I feel I donโ€™t have the right to be upset. ๐Ÿ’”