My ex of 4 years and I broke up 6 months ago, however, it’s been a rocky breakup because our feelings have been going back and forth between one another up until about 3 months ago. Eventually, we stopped talking altogether because we were going around in the same cycle of emotions. Before we had stopped talking, I still had feelings for him. But over the past 3 months, I’ve healed & moved on & really have just been growing as a person, UNTIL...this past week. I’m realizing that I still love my ex. I don’t want to feel like this. I wanna move on, I wanna not feel any feelings towards him but if I’m being honest, I do. Over the past 6 months I’ve been dating and everything but if I’m being honest with myself, I’m not over him. And I don’t know why ladies, I really don’t. We haven’t talked at all for about a month and a half but recently he’s been texting me like really little nothings, I think he just wants to talk. Like he asked me if I still had his library card and talked about what he was gonna do to achieve another one. And I live in NC so during the hurricane, he texted me at 1AM and said be safe. So little things like that but someone please tell me why I’m reverting? I was doing so well, moving on & growing. And then one day, I got honest with myself. Why is this happening?