Anxiety is fuckig me up

Lately I’ve been really anxious that I’m gona lose my boyfriend. But I know that that’s ridiculous cause we are both happy and he tells me constantly that he loves me. My mind just like to push the idea that he likes someone else or that he just doesn’t like me and I really don’t want to ruin this cause I really love him.

There’s this girl that’s practically perfect like I know nobody’s perfect but she’s pretty close she beautiful, smart, funny, skinny, and super athletic and she super sweet but she’s always hanging out with him and they left eachouther every so often she always says he’s her best friend and all that and they are they’ve know eachouther since they were born so I get it but my mind just goes to the worst case that he’s gona leave me for her any minute and I know all of this is really dumb I just wanted to vent. And yea thanks for reading