I work at an elementary school and today while I was on the playground with 4-6th graders, a boy I don’t even know came up to me and said “Look! A rainbow!”. At first I couldn’t see it, and then I saw the faintest rainbow in the clouds. I couldn’t help but think, someone is trying to tell me to hold on to a little hope. The last couple of weeks have been so hard. I just don’t know what to do anymore. If only that faint rainbow could lead to a baby in my arms.