My abusive ex best friend

Nalee

So, all summer I was going through the process of ending a friendship with my best friend that I’ve been friends with for 2 years, and then the recovery (I’m still recovering). And, all summer she’s been reappearing in my dreams😳. One dream I remember vividly was when we were in a school cafeteria and Ed Sheeran “Perfect” came on with slow disco lights and she took me in her arms and we swayed together on the “dance floor”. She kept on saying how she wanted to be my friend again. At first, I found her touch...sorta...comforting...but then I remembered WHY I ended the friendship, and so I eventually broke free from her grasp and ran out of the school to a playground. I heard from other people in the dream that spoke to me that she was crying, but I didn’t care.

It’s been a little over a month now since I’ve had a dream with her in it (yay!), but I never got a definitive answer as to why she kept on appearing in my dreams. Anyone wanna interpret this??😂🤷🏽‍♀️

Thanks for reading this long-ass paragraph btw!😅