Hard time for me..

Ashley • 27.virgo; introvert 😶 married since 7.15.17 ___together since 7.15.11 --ftm;it's a girl!🤰🤗😍**09/28/18! ••••Gracelynn Eloise;my heart baby. ❤️ animal_lover ⛱️🌊☀️

My little girl has been in the NICU since she was born and it's really starting to take a toll on me. I know she needs to be there and I want her there so that I know she's ok, but it just sucks. She's making progress which is fantastic and don't hold anything against her. Mama will wait as long as she has too. But everyone I know always ask me almost every day if she's coming home today or if it'll be soon and since it's up to my precious little lady the only answer I have is I don't know. Docots can't give me a day or ballpark answer simply because it's all up to my Gracie. All I want is my baby girl to meet her goal and be healthy so she can come home. Every time I go back to the hospital and see mom's leaving with their newborns I want to cry. I try to be strong for her and my husband, but it's tough.