I did a sneak peek test and it came back boy and I was hoping against hope that it got contaminated and that I could still possibly be having another girl. So when I got the Panorama blood test results back today and found out it’s for sure a boy I was more than a little bummed. My partner is very excited because he wanted a boy but I don’t know how to shut off this crushing disappointment. The hormones and lack of sleep are definitely not helping and I feel guilty for not being excited now that I know it’s a boy but I can’t get myself to stop thinking this way. I guess it’ll just take some time..