Help me!

Could use some advice bad it’s the day of our anniversary and instead of me waking up to my husband I don’t know where he is. Last night he choose to hang out with his friends and I have not seen him since. I don’t say no because everyone needs there friend time but this time I’m home alone waking up worried sick and I just feel like damn of all nights to pull this stunt why tonight 😔 why can’t I wake up to breakfast in bed and flowers and candy instead I wake up to no one there and anxiety because I don’t know what’s going on 😔