Biopsy instead of rainbow baby this month:"(

I had a MC in back in April...I had a missed MC and had to have a D&E, a few days later I started bleeding uncontrollably and passing bigger than golf ball clots. Had an urgent appointment and had to take Cytotec AFTER my D&E to try to get my uterus to contract and stop bleeding. So after all of that craziness, things took a few cycles to "normalize" and I thought this month was going to be the time to "try" again. But alas, I had a dermatology appt for what I thought was hopefully just skin irritation on one of my nipples, but no... They are concerned about it enough to do a biopsy for breast cancer. During my "peak fertility" day...if that doesn't suck all the desire out of trying when you are already so scared.... I don't know what does. Enough already, right?