Hey ladies, FTM here. I've struggled with anxiety for a while and did with depression toward the end of pregnancy but began feeling a lot better without meds. We had discussed starting meds but I decided against it. I was taking clonazepam and zoloft prior to pregnancy which helped a lot. My OB said I could contact them at any time to have a prescription sent to my pharmacy. I am only 2 days PP and feel like I'm on a rollercoaster. Prior to being discharged from the hospital my husband called me his ex wife's name. I cried for like 2 hours after. He usually calls me 'beautiful' which he had been today and all I could think was that he was a liar. My body is covered in stretch marks and bruising from pregnancy/ labor, I was wearing a gown with blood from the night before, and trying to waddle to the bathroom in my giant hospital pad. There's nothing beautiful about me. Now we are home and I am so irritable with him and really can't even look at him and keep randomly crying. I've sent my OB a message asking for the prescription but I just feel so bad. He stayed with me through every bit of agonizing labor and has done everything for us.