I have PCOS. My husband and I aren't trying for a baby but we aren't exactly not trying. We have been using the pull out method for years now as our only form of birth control. We are in a decent place financially and could feasibly have a baby right now but we aren't planning on actually trying until we can buy a house (just waiting on my credit score to get where it needs to be, and should happen in the next few months). But I want to be a mother so badly it hurts. My best friend has 2 little boys that I love with everything I have. 2 of my best friends from when I was a teenager are both pregnant. My cousin who is 4 years younger than me just had her first baby today. And today marked the 18th day that my period was late. Today marked the 15th negative pregnancy test. And sometimes it just doesn't seem fair. Sometimes it just sucks. I don't have anyone who I can just express how crappy today was to. So thanks for listening and feel free to ignore lol