9 dpo and nothing


I know I sound crazy but idc. I was sure we were pregnant and now I'm betting we're out. Ik we're not out till AF gets here, but I just feel like shit about this. There's always next month. And I planned a get together if we're out to lighten the mood and enjoy another month of wine. But it sucks...brought preseed and 2 more tests to confirm if I do get a positive. But I feel like that wont be happening...oh well