Can y’all help me with something?

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So... I’m dating this guy... and I love him and he loves me... I know a lot about him... but he doesn’t know much about me (I think?)... as most guys are, my boyfriend is into porn and stuff like that... I’ve never watched or anything like that... and we sext each other pretty much every night... I feel like he only wants to have sex with me... but he’s also very caring about whether I’m ready for it and stuff... we’ve agreed that when we are legally allowed to we will do it... but for now he’s like it if he can touch me and stuff and I’m fine with that it’s I’ve never really touched myself or had anyone touch me.... idk... sorry this post is confusing... I’m probably just over thinking this but idk I want someone else’s opinion... and I don’t wanna go to any family or friends cause they don’t know about me being somewhat sexual with a guy..... thanks to those who help...