So I’m not sure if anyone else can give me advise or has went through the same thing but any words would be appreciated.

I got with my girlfriend in January, however I already planned on having a baby, and I wasn’t going to let anyone change that.

So by March I found out I was pregnant with baby #2 (my oldest is 5).

She flew me to meet her family and proposed.

I told her yes in front of her family cause I didn’t want to embarrass her or make anything uncomfortable.

Later we talked and I told her that I’m not really ready for marriage but maybe later down the road.

So this didn’t stop her from loving me, and until I found out I was pregnant, I thought rainbows came out of her ass. She was and is so good to me and my daughter. She’s treated us amazing.

Well after a month of being pregnant....

I hate her. Period.

I’ve tried to change the way I feel but I can’t. I don’t know if it’s pregnancy brain or what it is but I hate everything about her.

I hate the way she smells, I’m always asking her to either shower or spray herself.

I can’t stand the way her breath smells, and if she’s talking I turn away from her cause I feel like I can still smell it.

I feel so violated when she tries to touch me, like I get uncomfortable and just feel dirty. So we haven’t had sex in 8 months. (I’m 8 months pregnant now)

When these feelings first started I thought they would go away after a couple months of being pregnant but they haven’t.

And I’m not sure if this is going to last till the baby is born and I’ll go back to thinking she shits rainbows and everything is perfect or if this is something more then that.

Please help! Has anyone else ever hated who they were with while pregnant?