Hey ladies I’m new to this group and honestly new to sharing my story with everyone but definitely not new to ttc. My fiancé and I have been ttc since January 2017 ( nearly 2 years) when I came off of the pill (altavera) I thought it would be a cake walk but also something in the back of my head told me it wasn’t going to happen for me so easily. When I was on the pill it made my periods HEAVIER and more painful then when I was off it but it helped a great deal with my mild acne. To me this was the reverse effect of what the pill should’ve done. But my dr as usual didn’t seem concerned... anyway fast forward.. we steady tried for a year and my dr was well aware of it. She said everything looks normal I am also a normal weight and my cycle days would range from 27-60 and said as long as I don’t go more than 90 days without a period then I have nothing to worry about it. I got blood work done and I came back positive for slightly high testosterone (normal being like 45 and my level was a 51. Not sure if those are the exact numbers but relatively close) she still encouraged me that all my organs are looking good and I don’t need help ttc as long as I don’t over think it then it will happen, you know those things drs ALWAYS say to try to ease your mind. Well it’s not easing my mind when I feel like something is wrong with me and you aren’t helping. It took a year and a half for my periods to get back to semi normal... I also use to have cramps between my periods and back pain, but not actually while I was on my period ?? now I get them around every 21 days which I guess from my understanding is better than none at all. But it’s been nothing but brown blood every time. I tried using opk strips but honestly I couldn’t even tell for sure if I had a positive so I would more than likely assume I didn’t have one . So here I am waiting for my next appointment in December, I just don’t know what to do. I fear I will never be able to conceive honestly, how can my dr say one thing but it’s been almost 2 years of nothing but tears... Can anyone relate to this ?? Losing hope... just made an appointment with a fertility specialist but I’d like some insight if this sounds familiar or anyone has any expert advice.. thanks so much xx