7 day left

Yesterday I had my last nst visit I'm have contracts on my own. No he did not check me so I have no clue if I'm effaced or dialed ☹ he is going out of town for a conference but i go in the hospital next Friday to be induced 🤣 Im high risk. I have high blood pressure but it's been controlled by labatlol. I'm high risk for hemrging i almost died with my last delivery due to lack of doctor and nurse care. Had to have a DNC done 5 hour after I delivered my last baby boy

I'm 37 and 3 day with another boy. Scared shitless.... I'm get my tubs removed after this baby. 3 is enough! I have a 8 year old girl and a almost 3 year old son. Any who today is my last day of work!!!! I work retail so I'm on my feet for 7 hours a day. I start maternity leave! I get a 6 day before this baby arrives to get more organized then I already am!!!!