So lately my boyfriend and have been fighting over how much time he’s spending without me and it’s been driving me nuts. I’ll have a romantic dinner ready and everything else but he is either late or doesn’t show up. So finally I had the courage to say enough is enough and I’m leaving this relationship.

Recently, I haven’t felt appreciated and loved by him and been trying to do things to help improve our relationship. Well yesterday I was at his place and he told me to come over. I didn’t want to. Honestly because of the lack of time we haven’t been spending I thought about breaking up with him via text because our time together is very short or doesn’t even happen. I know that sounds terrible but it was the easiest thing for me to do at the time.

I did end up coming over because he told me we needed to talk in person. When I arrived he was cooking pizza. Not going to lie I had the worse attitude toward him. But I figure if I just told him I’m done I could get out of his place a lot easier. So while he was talking to me about his day I flat out just said it “I’m done” he stop preparing this pizza and looked at still and said nothing. I said it again a little louder. “I’m breaking up with you.” He finally responded and smile. Which was a sexy smile I hate so much.

“No your not”

“yes I am. You never have time for me. You don’t care about me or even appreciate anything I don’t do and never pay attention to me. What am I here for. We don’t go out or do anything the other couple do. I want to do cute couple stuff!”

He looked down to the floor.

“Hello!” I said

He finally responded “I know I haven’t been the best boyfriend right now I’m working on it. It’s been years since I’ve done this. I need you to show me”

“No, I’m done trying to show you! It’s the same shit all the time. I can’t teach someone how to be a boyfriend I shouldn’t have to tell you how. Your just not ready to love me” I said this as I was gathering my things to leave and head out the door. He stood up and started to follow me ... “and honestly, I can’t ... I don’t even want to be here anymore !”

When I got to the door he rushed and step in front of it “please don’t do this give me another chance. You know I care about you and I love you and would do anything for you and the kids. You know this!”

And I was angry and didn’t think about what I said because I just wanted out of the house. I shouted “well I don’t love you anymore “ which isn’t true. I still love him and have feeling for him. But I know he was upset now when those words came out of his mouth. He was so upset he got really close to me I pushed him off and he grabbed me and pushed him toward him in hug to comfort me and I pushed off again and he step back then A few steps and was now looking at me i could feel it. I was looking down now.

“Look at me!” He said

“Fuck you!” I told him

“Look at me and tell me you don’t love me!”

I said nothing I wanted to say it but I couldn’t because it was a lie and I couldn’t look at him. “I just don’t think this isn’t going to work anymore”

“Fuck that!” He yelled and pinned me to the wall holding my wrist above my head he was going in for a kiss and I moved my head to the side and he started to kiss me on my neck to my shoulder. I started to wiggle and tell him to stop and he had his other hand around my neck. Not hard though and started to his me on my lips. Because it was so sexy and hot I didn’t move and more. I felt paralyzed. I gave up and gave in I kissed him back. He released my wrist and caress my body down to my thighs and picked one leg up and then my other. Pinned to the wall, while holding me against the wall. Really sexy. Something in the movies. I couldn’t believe he was doing this to me. Especially with the lack of attention I was getting from him.

He moved me from the wall and carried me to the bed while making out with me half way to the bed I broke away from our heavy make out and I told him “we can’t do this.” He totally heard me and ignored me and drop me on the bed... “no! I’m

Upset!” I told him “and I’m going to fix it” he said while pulling off my shorts and underwear then pushed he down on the bed he started to kiss my neck again down to my body. He pulled himself up and took off his shirt and pants. I took off my shirt and bra. He grabbed my boobs and started sticking on them as I started to moan his hand reach down to my private and then went in ...

He began to fuck hard mad at each other then finally he whispered in my ear that he wanted me make love to me...first time I ever heard that I was in shock that I just looked at him. “Wrap your legs around me baby” so I did and the strokes were slower and deep he felt so good I felt like I was going to cum I pushed back a little. And he grabbed my hand from his chest and kissed my hand I put my other hand around his back. “Pull me closer,baby. I want you close to me” he said and I did. I begin to moan louder.....

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If you liked this. And yes this is all true