Getting kicked.. warning trigger idk

.. can it hurt the baby by getting kicked in the vagina

He kicked me.. we got into a fight. He got in my face so I punched him in the chest.. he kicked me in my vagina. The one lip is swollen. He immediately apologized. But then we kept fighting. He pushed me grabbed my face pushed his head against mine. Pushed me against the wall. Pulled me down to the floor by the hair cause I wouldn't kiss him. Pushed me into the tub cause I still wouldn't kiss him. After every time he would apologize. He punched my arm cause I did it to him. He was in my face so I swung an hit his ear so he punched me in my head

I don't wanna hear how this is unhealthy cause i know it ain't

My vagina hurts so bad

He tells me I make it escalate to this cause I ignore him..i ignore him when he is making me made. I do it to give space so nothing gets said that I'd regret