Being a 1st time mom was the most exciting thing ever....from the moment I saw the 1st positive pregnancy test, I fell in love. I did all that I thought I could do. Took vitamins, ate well, no heavy lifting etc....so when the miscarriage happened, my heart broke. Today I had my follow up...needless to say, it was hard & hurt all over again. It was originally scheduled as my 1st OB visit. Thankfully I have 2 sisters & 2 best friends that have held me together even after I fell apart & of course my amazing fiancé.