Promised SO not to test

So I'm going in for my blood test tomorrow and a nurse will call us the day after with the result.

I've promised my SO a few days ago that I won't take a hpt before the blood test, so we made a deal, knowing the test result will be on the lab login we have, we will check the results together tomorrow night.

I want to test so badly but at the same time I'm so scared to know the result.

Pregnant til proven otherwise