Obsessed

So I been reading of other pregnant girls taking home pregnancy tests even after knowing their pregnant. So paranoid me went to the store and bought a couple of tests. I took one and noticed the second line is not as strong as the line that always shows up and now i’m going crazy worrying. the line did however show up instantly, like 20 seconds in. Don’t get my first ultrasound until 2 weeks from now. Currently 9 weeks :(