I badly want to be a stay at home mama but we can't afford it.

My baby was born at 28 weeks. The main issues we had once home was with weight gain as he has CMPA and tongue tie.

He feeds every couple of hours and I've got no idea how I'm supposed to work in customer services where I give people health advice all day. I am so exhausted my brain is foggy all the time. I can't think straight and I know my performance will suffer.

I hate my job and the people I work with (my boss is really negative and makes me feel bad) but the economy in my town is poor and it took me a year to find this job.

I hate that I'm going to miss all my baby's milestones after missing so much at the beginning.

My son is soo clingy (which is fine), he likes to be held all the time and with the constant feeding I don't know how I'm ever going to get out the door on time let alone look professional.

Any tips?