Pregnant with my rainbow and terrified.

Hi ladies!

First of all let me just say I’m so extremely sorry for your loss.

I had an early miscarriage at 6 weeks in May 2017. I’m currently 5 weeks pregnant with my rainbow and I feel almost traumatized.

Don’t get me wrong I’m so happy and excited for this pregnancy but I feel so nervous all the time.

Every time I use the bathroom I keep thinking blood will be there when I wipe or pull down my pants. Everyone (except for my husband) has been telling me to just get over it and I’m trying, I really am.

I guess my question is to those who are pregnant with their rainbow or who have their rainbow babies, how did you/do you deal with this during your pregnancy?