In limbo

We aren’t trying nor preventing just kinda doing our thing.

Every single month I’ve been paranoid I’m pregnant. (I say paranoid because if I do get pregnant I want to know ASAP to stop drinking coffee, yes I will be that woman who tries to do everything healthy if I’m pregnant lol)

anywayssss this month I just don’t feel paranoid and idk if that’s a good sign or not. Maybe it is and it means I’ll stop obsessing and can just enjoy the sex and our life together for now. Or it could be a complete bad sign because I’ve lost all hope. *sigh*

Anyone else?