4 years of trying....

Suzette

I’m super nervous.... for 4 years I had tried with my then SO to get pregnant. In those 4 years I’ve had 4 miscarriages in those years. I had since stopped trying. Especially with the dissolve of that relationship. I have been in an exclusive dating relationship for 2 1/2 years. He’s said he wasn’t ready for kids and I’ve given up on the fact of having more kids and being 37 now. I was comfortable with my 3 I have but now I am 4 days late.... I’ve taken two tests, 1st was negative.... the one I took this morning had a faint line.... I’m still kind of shocked.... I’m 28 days like clock work and have some symptoms. I am just unsure if I tell the guy I’m dating or wait to make sure I don’t miscarry... my miscarriage history is always before 10 weeks. I don’t want him to feel trapped but I definitely don’t believe in termination. No we weren’t always the most careful but careful enough. I’m just in disbelief and nervous. Pardon my rant I just had to get it out....