When I was younger I had someone mess with me in places they shouldn't, I vaguely remember someone coming in, they didn't do anything.

I had an older step sister who told me "what sex was" she messed with me too, I didn't know it was wrong and she was only a year older than me, she had a brother who was 2 yrs younger than me, all three of us used to play "dirty truth or dare", where wee "have sex with each other, if dared to, which basically was humping one another. My younger half brother was drug into it because of me, I was 8 the last time I remember anything ever happening.

Years down the road I was around 16-17 my step mother beat me, that in itself is a long story, ... a little while after that happened I figured out that apparently she had been told by my younger brother about me, "teaching him about sex", idk what was all told, but she cornered me in our small pantry and said that family doesn't go tell what goes on in their house, so I better not tell anyone what she did, or everyone would find out who the real me was, she said she knew my secret, and that my younger brother hated her cause she didn't protect him from me...

I feel so awful, like did I molest my younger brother, am I one of the monsters that I fear myself....

I've never really told anyone these thing, I haven't even told my husband