I want to trust my boyfriend but I just can’t. I still worry that he’s with some other woman or talking to someone. We have only been together 8 months and after the first 5 months I found pictures on his phone and text messages. We eventually worked through everything and he promised me he didn’t do anything with the girl and that he will never do it again. He’s told me he wants to marry me and even wants my daughter and I to move in with him. I love him immensely and want to be with him but nights like tonight I can’t help but wonder. I know I probably won’t wanna hear what everyone is gonna say cause I feel like I know the answer. I don’t want to lose him though.

He told me an hour ago that he would call me soon. He won’t text me back either. Sometimes I feel like I’m crazy and too clingy.

To top it off, his baby mama constantly texts him saying she misses him. He shows me the texts though which I think is a good thing right? Why are relationships so hard?