After a year or more of trying, I give up! I really thought this time I really was gonna have my miracle I've always dreamed of but no, still have an empty uterus; I swear it hates me!!! I've tried literally almost everything I can think of and still nothing! I've heard some say when you give up and stop trying so hard it just happens but honestly, even giving up I dont see it working in my favor and maybe it's for the best...I've tried and tried to stay positive but each month it just hurts more and more to get that negative response. I know I shouldn't feel this way but I'm sick of seeing all my friends who never wanted children come out saying 'welp we're pregnant again or I'm finally pregnant and can't wait to meet him or her' when I've been dying to have one for quiet sometime now! Maybe one day I'll get over it and maybe just maybe having a child isn't in my favor, but I would give anything just to have a chance to experience what having the greatest gift of all time feels like!