It seems to me that my depression is only driven by the lack of love in my relationship. I didn’t want to admit it but it’s true. Loving someone and not even feeling the love back really hurts. Even worst the fact I have went through depression and could have postpartum depression, it’s seems my partner doesn’t care. Hanging with his ex is already annoying but he do it and telling me as if he is trying to throw it in my face. 😞 like that’s just cruel. Even the past few weeks saying stuff like, “we coparenting” “I don’t want to kiss you” “you can move out and go to Tallahassee” “I got a dick appointment...you know with who” even texting me and telling me you going to smash your ex. It’s fucking annoying. Idk if he is joking or not because about year ago he joked about breaking up with me and when we got home from our vacation, he broke up with me. He so worried about how people would see him at work if he kicked me and my son out. I’m just tired of being taken as joke and tired of being treated like I’m not a catch and he is the golden ticket.