Im so over it i wanna just cry he ignores me he says he is tired or in pain then i know sometimes he wanks then still i get nothing what point having me. My bday was like two days ago and nothing im starting feel unloved. I have toys but its not same thing. I really dont know what say anymore we used get it on everyweek now get so rarely i want to have kids but how can i he doesnt evening fck me im so frustrated :(