I don’t think I can handle anymore!

This pregnancy has been so so rough, started out me being very very sick every day. Once that subsided I go for my first trimester screening and get bad news, blood work came back ok but the dr notice something so I went back at almost 15 weeks and saw the same issue what she believed to be CDH (Congenital diaphragmatic hernia)

She referred me to John Hopkins, I had to wait 2 weeks for that appointment to allow the baby grow some more so they could see more. After spending more than 8 hours at Hopkins last Tuesday (I was treated amazing while there & they really really care)

They confirmed my baby boy has severe cdh and while there I had the amino done. I am still waiting on the results for that, we have to see if there is any genetic abnormalities along with the cdh. If there is I’m not sure what we are going to do.

I’m so lost, hurt and heartbroken and feel like this is just not fair.

After 3 previous miscarriages and now this!!!! I have so much anxiety I can hardly breathe!!!

Lord help us get thru this with some direction and guidance!!! 😢😢😢😢😢