I know that I am blessed to be pregnant again and I am happy about it. We made is to 12w2d and am due 4/23/19. However, I am still am emotional wreck about my miscarriage in April. It was a silent miscarriage. I was miscarrying and having a d&c when I thought I was 12w1d but the baby had stopped developing at 8w5d. My due date for my heaven baby is October 24. I just don't know how to feel. Again, I am very excited and blessed for our new little one but I am really struggling emotionally with our lost little ones due date drawing closer. I just feel so lost and alone even though I have people around me. We have only told a couple people we are expecting again. I just can't push past trying to hide and not let others know...