Help please

First <a href="https://glowing.com/glow-fertility-program">IUI</a> on Monday and had reaction to one or all of stims, I am not infertile just want a baby and no man just donor.... I wish I could be put in a coma until test date as I am literally going insane ....please help me, <a href="https://glowing.com/glow-fertility-program">IUI</a> WAS ONLY MONDAY..... I can’t do this alone , wish my mum was still alive xxx she would make things ok xxx #scared #inpainemotionally/physically I know most of you will say get a grip but I can’t