Hi ladies!! So as of today, I’m 9dpo and af is supposed to start on Tuesday. I took a test today that was a 5 day sooner and it came back negative. I normally get super sore bbs the day after ovulation and that didn’t happen this month. I’m trying not to symptom spot, but it’s so hard. This 2ww is the worst. So today, I’ve had some weird cramping in my lower belly but it’s not my normal af cramping. And I have white semi stretchy cm, which normally before period it gets super thick. (Sorry for the tmi)

I don’t know know what to think. I told myself before I took the test that it may be to soon and I wouldn’t get upset. But I was really hoping to see a faint line and that was not the case. I’ve felt “different” the past week. I ate so much food before I went to bed last night and I woke up starving today like I haven’t had anything to eat in days. I’ve been super moody, and that’s unlike me. And the headaches I’ve been having just suck!

My daytime body temp has ranged anywhere from 98.6 to 99.5 and I’m normally a 97.6 to 97.9. I don’t bbt cause I don’t wake up the same time everyday and I heard that could affect the results.

I’m losing my mind because I can’t talk to anyone about this cause I want it to be a surprise for when I finally am. Has anyone else thought they were out and then got their BFP? I’m trying to stay positive, but it’s just hard. Just looking for an ounce of hope or positive vibes.

Baby dust to all!!