Not attractive while pregnant

I know theres a ton of women that probably feel the same way... but holy smokes... I dont feel sexy or attractive to my other half... I even went out and bought nice underwear and a sexy night gown but haven't been caressed...all week... no back rubs while I've been pregnant, no foot rubs, nothing.... I'm 34 weeks and he plans on taking his 18 to the strip club tomorrow for his birthday.... all I can think about it is .. you dont even play with my boobs... you dont even pay attention to my kitty that I worked so fucking hard to shave exc... dont bring back a form of face herpes... make sure you take a shower before you kiss me or touch me.... I'll be at home with a puppy, a 6 and 9 year old and my baby growing in my stomach... oh yeah I'm pretty sure hes been watching porn in the bathroom... I can tell when I walk in and hes half hard already.... that's not from me....