I told myself I wouldn’t do it this month

I said I would stop using the LH strips. I’d stop tracking my temp. I’d stop logging when we BD.

But here I am.

One week after AF and I’ve been tracking my temp and I’ve started using LH strips again.

I don’t know how to quit!

I deleted glow during AF and then added it back.

I’m not sure how to give up on the idea of getting pregnant. I’m tired of the heart break month after month. I’m tired of thinking how much money we’ve sunk into failed procedures, pregnancy tests, vitamins, lh strips, teas, fertility friendly lubes, etc.

I just want to lay it to rest but I don’t know how!